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Saturday, 21 June 2025

REVIEW: The Bookseller by Valerie Keogh



The Bookseller by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller
Read: 21st June 2025
Published: 3rd March 2025

★★★★ 4 stars

DESCRIPTION:

Helen wanted to believe the bookshop was a fresh start. But the past had a way of creeping in, whispering through the shelves, refusing to be left behind. 🩸💥📖

Helen Appleby just wants a quiet life. Recently released from prison for the manslaughter of her partner, she's trying to forget her past mistakes – all of them - to rebuild her life and move on.

When she decides to open a bookshop, she’s certain this is the perfect new start. Here, amongst the quiet shelves of her shop and between the covers of her books, she can hide away from the real world and begin again. The world of books is the perfect place to find happiness - even if it is all lies.

But the past can never stay hidden…

As she settles into life as an apparently timid bookseller, it seems that someone is determined to sabotage Helen's new life and ruin everything she's built.

But Helen has killed once before. And to protect her future, she could be willing to kill again...

Don't miss another page-turning, nail-biting read from the queen of psychological thrillers, Valerie Keogh!


MY THOUGHTS:

Can she rewrite her dark and deadly past...?

After devouring "The Mother" by Valerie Keogh a couple of weeks ago, I was keen to rekindle that same thrill and adrenaline rush with this one. But not every book is the same, as I was reminded. One reviewer aptly wrote "She's (Helen) paranoid, sure, but not in a compelling, edge-of-your-seat way. More like a frustrating please just do something way." I have to agree BUT - and it's a big BUT - that is not to say that I didn't enjoy it. I did. In fact more than I thought I would given it's slow-burn-style-of-not-too-much happening. Although plugged as a psychological thriller on that I would have to disagree. While it does have some thriller elements, it's more of a tale of one woman's dark past and her path to redemption through second chances.

Helen has just been released on licence (parole) after serving two years of a four year sentence for the manslaughter of her boyfriend Toby. She is keen to forget the past, to rebuild her life and move on. Her dream since she was a child was to open a book shop. Not just any bookshop but a second-hand bookshop. She's not interested in first editions or rare books but more in the lives books have had and the stories they could tell through their pages and those who have read them. She loves the chance to give books a second chance, just as she had been granted, and to pass on her love of books through the sharing of them - both new and old.

She finds the perfect place and puts in an offer which, after some haggling, is accepted. And thus Helen begins the process of clearing and renovating the dilapidated premises. She advertises for unwanted pre-loved books which she sets about buying and before long, her dream has become a reality. Appleby Books has opened.

No sooner has she opened her doors than she gets a visit from her probation officer who is meant to visit her on a monthly basis but as Helen is to find out, it's whenever Moira likes. In this case, it's every day - sometimes with her best friend vibe and at others in her official voice. And here in her bookshop as if she were soiling her private sanctuary when she is meant to visit her home.

But Moira is just one spanner in the works of her new-found freedom. There's the incessant knocking seemingly coming from the staircase and usually after dark. Then her bookshop is broken into and not long after, her home is too. And the mess left behind is enough to bring tears to her eyes. But she will not crumble.

However, someone is determined to sabotage her second chance. But Helen has killed before...what will it take to make her do so again? And will she, if it comes to that?

Again, I don't think this qualifies as a thriller though there is a certain edge that keeps you turning the pages wondering where Helen's lies will lead us. Yes, Helen has the habit of lying, for which she spends just as even much time covering up or keeping track of the lies she's told. Of course, this could have all been avoided if she could only tell the truth. Having said that, as the reader you still want her to come out on top - of whatever (or whoever) it is she's fighting. And yet despite this, she is still so difficult to like. If only she could tell the truth. Unsurprisingly, Helen finds it incredibly difficult to trust others. Maybe that's why she continues to hide the truth and instead, well, lie.

The supporting characters in her older sister Sarah and incomer student Jess were indeed likeable - despite the diatribe Helen's internal monologue would describe growing up with her sister. Sarah, even if she was hesitant and Helen misread that, was always supportive of Helen throughout her venture. And towards the end a light was shone on the childhood the sisters had shared and the difference in each of their persepctives was contrasting to say the least. And Jess. Well, she entered the story in a rather dubious way and Helen, naturally (as she is always wont to do), distrusted her. And yet Jess says it best. For someone who has been through so much, Helen sure is gulliable. And she is. Maybe she is yearning for that connection she lost with the death of her father. Maybe she feels a driving need to be wanted and loved, as most of us do, but in essence is actually quite lonely. I loved Jess. She went from quiet mousy bookish Jess to fearless spirited sparky Jess!

The unlikeable characters are in the form of probation officer Moira, sneaky Jared Clough and dear old Dilly who doesn't appear to be quite what she seems. There are the cockney twins Alex and Zander from the pizzeria next door who feature from time to time ane Helen is so paranoid she fears they are plotting against her. But are they really? Or is she just paranoid?

The main atmosphere of the book is one of dread throughout. It is a slow burn and feels a little longer than it is probably due to Helen being so difficult to like. The ending was a surprise. I turned the page and there it was! I was kind of expecting a sense of forboding, something unexpected to pop out in a last minute twist...but then if I was expecting it then it wouldn't be unexpected, would it? Still. The ending was just a bit sudden, I found. I thought everything would pan out (particularly with the Hemingway find) and be tied up nicely but instead, even half an hour after finishing, I forget how it did end. Except that it was sudden. Still...I did enjoy the read, as different as it was. And despite her being unlikeable and through her lies, I was still rooting for her to come out on top.

After reading this, should we be lucky to come across a second-hand bookstore (especially in this digital age), we will be checking those books for any finds that could be lurking the pages within...

I would like to thank #ValerieKeogh, #Netgalley and #BoldwoodBooks for an ARC of #TheBookseller in exchange for an honest review.


MEET THE AUTHOR:

Valerie Keogh is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and crime series, most recently published by Bloodhound. She originally comes from Dublin but now livesin Wiltshire and worked as a nurse for many years. Her first thriller for Boldwood will be published in August 2022.

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Sunday, 25 May 2025

REVIEW: The Mother by Valerie Keogh



The Mother by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller
Read: 25th May 2025
Published: 27th June 2024

★★★★★ 4.5 stars (rounded up)

DESCRIPTION:

A terrible wife...

Sarah Westfield is unhappily married to perfect husband Nick. Handsome, devoted and kind, he should be the ideal man for her, but Sarah knows their marriage is the biggest mistake she’s ever made…and she wants out.

But then Nick offers her one last chance to make their marriage work – a baby.

Sarah is horrified – a baby would tie herself to this man forever…wouldn’t it? Or could it be exactly what she needs?

So Sarah agrees.

A terrible mother?

When the baby arrives, Sarah struggles with motherhood and her resentment towards Nick only grows. Sarah feels more trapped than ever, but she loves her precious daughter...doesn’t she?

And then baby Kaya goes missing...

And everything Sarah has ever believed in comes crashing down around her...

Don't miss another page-turning, nail-biting read from the queen of psychological thrillers, Valerie Keogh! Perfect for fans of J.A. Baker, Keri Beevis and Nina Manning.


MY THOUGHTS:

Be careful what you wish for...

It's been awhile since I read a Valerie Keogh thriller (because some could be hit or miss) but I needn't have worried. This one is a definite hit! I don't know what I was expecting going in except maybe a slow start (which is usually Keogh's way) and yes, it was a slow burn to start but boy did it pick up pace into a fast-moving narrative! And while it did venture into crazy land a tad towards the end, it was still believeable, readable and thrillingly enjoyable! Even if none of the characters were all that likeable. Really, they weren't.

Sarah is a thirty eight year old GP married to Nick. Unhappily married, I might add. And with the distance Nick has been keeping lately, Sarah is sure Nick feels the same way. They met and married after a whirlwind romance, her on the rebound of a three year relationship to who she felt had been the love of her life. But six months later, she and Nick are married and are a happy...for a while. Now she dreads returning to the flat they chose together each night, stopping at a pub on the way and numbing her senses with a double vodka before going home. 

But when Nick suggests they have a baby, instead of saying how she really feels, Sarah stupidly agrees hoping she won't fall pregnant. After all, her biological clock is ticking. But she does. And she has a rough time of it. But at the end of it all, baby Kaya is born and she is perfect. Nick is sputtering platitudes of how beautiful and perfect she is while Sarah struggles to find any emotion for this screaming bundle she just ejected from her body.

Naturally, as the reader would expect, things do not improve - neither for Nick and Sarah or for Kaya and Sarah. She does not love her husband and she cannot feel any love for her baby daughter either. Can things possibly get any worse for her? She wanted out before a baby was added to the mix; and nothing has changed. If anything, she wants out more than anything. She wished she wasn't married to Nick and she wished she never had a baby. She wished both of them would disappear...and she could continue her life and maybe fulfil her dream of becoming a country GP.

So when baby Kaya is kidnapped (rather stupidly, by all accounts), Nick is understandable distraught since he's the one who has doted on her from the beginning; he's the one who wanted her. But Sarah is detached. It's hard to find any emotion on the woman who has just had her three week baby daughter kidnapped from under their noses and yet there is none. None that the police could see, at any rate. Which naturally raises their suspicions. But Sarah was trapped in a marriage she felt stifled in to a man she didn't love and it was clear she was suffering post natal depression. Wasn't it?

The author cleverly weaves a tangled web of lies and deception, manipulating not only her characters but also her readers' opinions of the main characters. One could be forgiven for feeling at first sympathy for Sarah before becoming frustrated with her and then suspicious of her motives and behaviour. As frustrating as Sarah was, I could relate to her not wanting a child despite her husband thrusting the choice upon her. And then when she loses that child her emotions are even more confused. Did she want her baby to just disappear? Or is it a case of "don't know what you have until it's gone?" and she is inwardly distraught at what's happened but feels she doesn't deserve the right to grieve because she never wanted her in the first place? Emotions are complex and are running high in this incredibly emotive and deceptive tale.

The narrative included one of Sarah's confused state, the police investigation into the abduction and the perspective of an unknown character peppered in between. Together, it weaves a deceptive tale that is both complex and clever. Keogh cleverly manipulates her readers to the point we are second guessing every move and every twist right up to the shocking end.

Admittedly, I had begun to piece it all together with Zoe-Lee and Sarah completing the picture before the next big reveal - no, Keogh wasn't finished with us yet!

Very clever, very addictive and very twisted. A must for psychological thriller fans!

I would like to thank #ValerieKeogh, #Netgalley and #BoldwoodBooks for an ARC of #TheMother in exchange for an honest review.


MEET THE AUTHOR:

Valerie Keogh is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and crime series, most recently published by Bloodhound. She originally comes from Dublin but now livesin Wiltshire and worked as a nurse for many years. Her first thriller for Boldwood will be published in August 2022.

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Sunday, 23 April 2023

SPOTLIGHT: The Librarian by Valerie Keogh

 




The Librarian by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller, Suspense
Read: 19th April 2023
Published: 21st April 2023

DESCRIPTION:

Since that fateful night I have always kept myself to myself. Reserved.
Private. Alone.

Some people think I am too quiet. That life is passing me by. But I know there is safety in my own company. That no one can hurt me if I don’t let them get too close.

Until the day I meet him. A handsome, charming stranger. A chance for me to take a risk…finally?

Or a man who threatens everything I’ve worked so hard for?

You’ll be sorry…

And that’s when my whole life begins to fall apart….

Don't miss the brand new thriller by Valerie Keogh! Perfect for fans of Sue Watson, Shalini Boland and K.L. Slater.




MEET THE AUTHOR:

Valerie Keogh is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and crime series, most recently published by Bloodhound. She originally comes from Dublin but now livesin Wiltshire and worked as a nurse for many years. Her first thriller for Boldwood will be published in August 2022.

Social Media links:


 

Wednesday, 19 April 2023

REVIEW: The Librarian by Valerie Keogh


The Librarian by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller, Suspense
Read: 19th April 2023
Published: 21st April 2023

★★ 2 stars

DESCRIPTION:

Since that fateful night I have always kept myself to myself. Reserved.
Private. Alone.

Some people think I am too quiet. That life is passing me by. But I know there is safety in my own company. That no one can hurt me if I don’t let them get too close.

Until the day I meet him. A handsome, charming stranger. A chance for me to take a risk…finally?

Or a man who threatens everything I’ve worked so hard for?

You’ll be sorry…

And that’s when my whole life begins to fall apart….

Don't miss the brand new thriller by Valerie Keogh! Perfect for fans of Sue Watson, Shalini Boland and K.L. Slater.


MY THOUGHTS:

Shhh....silence is safer...but is it?

Ava Warrington is a quiet reserved young woman with her dream job as head librarian at the Tate Modern in London. After university many of her friends travelled or took up fancy jobs abroad but after a chance application, Ava found herself working at the Tate fresh out of university. And she loves her job. Every evening she comes home to the house her parents gifted her, kicks off her shoes and relaxes in the silence. 

But lately that silence has become deafening. A reminder than not all is as it should be and that she doesn't truly deserve this. And that one day, it can all be snatched away in the blink of an eye.

And then it is.

It begins with a chance encounter at a bistro one afternoon. A lunch with best friend Poppy who is busy scouting for her next conquest, eyeing off two potentials...one of which she lands without effort and Ava leaves her friend in his capable hands and heads off home. But she is stopped by a dark eyed handsome stranger who insists on buying her a drink. Ava, who is forever told by her sister and Poppy that she doesn't know how to say no, thinks on the invitation before telling him just that - "No, thank you." But it seems he isn't listening and he bars her way, insisting on just one drink. But there is something in his eyes - something predatory - that makes her act on her original instinct. And she leaves him standing in the doorway shouting after her "You'll be sorry." 

Words that come back to haunt her in her waking hours and her dreams. "You'll be sorry". When she finds a bloodied bird on her window but returns home to find no trace of it there. When she is suspended from the job she loves for ruining a valuable painting. When she's in the silence of her home. When she's lost to sleep and dreams of the past. When everything comes back to haunt her...she hears those words over and over and over. "You'll be sorry."

So much goes wrong for Ava where do I begin? Sadly, I almost missed it for fear of falling asleep the pace was so slow and the silence deafening. And don't get me started on Poppy. The woman is supposed to be her best friend but all she's interested in is sharing everything about the latest love of her life that she's "got a good feeling about this one", forgetting she's said the same about the last dozen of them. When Ava truly needed a friend, all Poppy could think about was herself. And then had the audacity to say she's such a drama queen. The one time Ava asked if she could come over after being suspended from her dream job, Poppy says "Oh I would but Noah (her latest conquest) is on his way over..." Ava would have dropped everything for Poppy if she needed her. This sounds all too familiar to me and I hate one-way friendships/relationships. I've been a doormat for people for most of my life and I will still gladly help them if they need me...yet can the same be said for them? Not one person rang me for my birthday so I guess that in itself is very telling. Like me, Ava is there for her friends and family should they need her but are they there for her? I really felt for Ava.

Overall, THE LIBRARIAN is a slow burn thriller that builds its pace with a palpable tension throughout. Sadly, it wasn't enough to hold my attention and I ended up skimming through most of it to find out how it all unravelled.

I would like to thank #ValerieKeogh, #Netgalley, #BoldwoodBooks and #RachelsRandomResources for an ARC of #TheLibrarian in exchange for an honest review.


MEET THE AUTHOR:

Valerie Keogh is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and crime series, most recently published by Bloodhound. She originally comes from Dublin but now livesin Wiltshire and worked as a nurse for many years. Her first thriller for Boldwood will be published in August 2022.

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Thursday, 2 February 2023

REVIEW: The Trophy Wife by Valerie Keogh



The Trophy Wife by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller
Read: 2nd February 2023
Published: 2nd January 2023

★★ 2 stars

DESCRIPTION:

His prized possession....his greatest mistake?

From the moment I saw Ann, I knew she was perfect for me.

Her beauty and her social connections would make my miserable life so much better. It didn’t matter that I didn’t love her. I would give her the lifestyle she craved, and she would give me the life I deserved...

But soon my marriage vows were a noose around my neck.

I longed to escape my beautiful, horrible wife.

And then I saw her and I knew there was only one way out…

Don't miss the brand new thriller by Valerie Keogh! Perfect for fans of Sue Watson, Shalini Boland and K.L. Slater.


MY THOUGHTS:

I have enjoyed Valerie Keogh's thrillers in the past and when I saw this one thought "why not?". Unfortunately that quickly became..."why?" Keogh is adept at slow burns but this one I found so slow burning it put me to sleep...literally.

THE TROPHY WIFE follows Jake Mitchell's life from the age of 18...quite literally. It is a straight line of monologuing detailing his life, with no tangents or crossroads, just one long boring straight line that really doesn't come up for air. Not even between chapters. The next chapter simply follows on where the previous one left off leaving me wondering what the point of the chapters were.

So Jake has grown up in an average house, with average parents who had no ambition beyond working in a factory and serving up cottage pie twice a week. But Jake wanted more than this for himself. So he applied to Oxford and was granted a full scholarship, thrilling him no end. But when he broke the news to his parents, their reaction was...average. Why did he have ideas above his station in life? His father had organised a position at the factory for him and his mother merely nodded and changed the subject. That night, Jake packed his holdall and left without a backward glance or a word, arriving in Oxford the following day two months ahead of time. What to do?

But like a cat, Jake landed on both feet and from there his climb to the top began. He met Adam and the two became best friends. Jake was embarrassed about his humble beginnings when Adam so obviously had a public school education and came from old money. Adam was everything he wanted to be and everything he wanted to have...and so he modelled himself on his best friend. He spent holidays at the family's sprawling Cotswolds home and it is there he first encounters Adam's rather aloof sister Ann.

As the years pass the boys grow into men and remain friends with Adam going on to become a teacher and Jake getting first class honours in his business and economics degree which took from one financial position to the next until landing an exclusive position at the illustrious Sebastian et Sebastian, catering to the most allfuent. It is here that Jake makes his fortune. Yet despite this, he was lonely. And then Adam met Jane...and Jake wanted Jane.

Really not much happened up to this point by which time I had dozed several times and nothing but nothing happened. Just Adam living happily ever after with all that Jake coveted (still) while he made millions and had no one to share it with. It's a classic case of, while money can buy plenty, it cannot buy happiness.

Jake was kind of creepy, had built an entire life on a series of lies, while continuing to covet all that his best friend had. He was jealous of Adam believing everything came easy to him, having been born into money, whereas Jake had come from nothing and made something of himself on his own merits...and yet he still had nothing of real value. Not really. Because what he wanted he couldn't have. And on and on it went.

In the end, I put the put book down. I was bored and by 40% it hadn't picked up any pace so therefore it was going nowhere. And if it was, it was taking too long to get there. I generally enjoy Valerie Keogh's thrillers but this one just missed the mark.

I would like to thank #ValerieKeogh, #Netgalley and #BoldwoodBooks for an ARC of #TheTrophyWife in exchange for an honest review.


MEET THE AUTHOR:

Valerie Keogh is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and crime series, most recently published by Bloodhound. She originally comes from Dublin but now livesin Wiltshire and worked as a nurse for many years. Her first thriller for Boldwood will be published in August 2022.

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Sunday, 6 November 2022

REVIEW: The Widow by Valerie Keogh




The Widow by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller, Suspense
Read: 31st October 2022
Published: 1st November 2022

★★★★ 3.5 stars (rounded up)

DESCRIPTION:

Grieving or guilty?

When Allison’s wealthy and charming husband Peter is found dead, she appears distraught, devastated….delighted?

Because despite an apparently picture-perfect marriage, Allison knows it was all built on a bed of lies.

And as the truth regarding Peter’s life and death are revealed, Alison must try to keep her own dark past buried.

Because if Peter was keeping secrets, then his widow is too…


MY THOUGHTS:

This is an intricately complex psychological thriller that has me scratching my head still, even after I've finished it. I'm still wondering what the hell happened...lol

Set in London, THE WIDOW is cleverly plotted with intricate threads that are all woven together to complete the tangled web which has become Allison's life. She has had a sad childhood, a shocking past and a somewhat surprising outcome...one has to wonder, what does the future hold for her?

A loner throughout life, Allison works as a senior accountant in a city firm - boring job and a boring life. Every day is the same. She has no social life, no friends, no family...no one. That is, until one evening at a colleague's birthday she relented and agreed to attend she meets Peter, the handsome, charming wealthy solicitor who actually seems to be interested in her. They go out on a few dates and suddenly after only a couple of months they marry and move into his £3m Victorian house. She wants for nothing as Peter showers her with a new wardrobe and expensive gifts. 

After everything she went through as a child, at last Allison has everything she wants. What more could she want? And suddenly, Allison doesn't seem to be as happy as she thought she would be. She is even more shocked when her eccentric friend Portia has noticed that not all is as it should be. But Allison is quick to dismiss her concerns. She is even quicker to rid herself of the disturbing sensation Portia's creepy husband leaves her with...something akin to making her skin crawl.

The day of what is essentially their three month anniversary since their impromptu wedding, Allison intends on meeting up with a women she has befriended online. Jo has followed Allison on Facebook and Instagram and the two women seem to have so much in common...more than either of them think. But that first meeting gives Allison vibes of something she can't quite identify. All she knows is she doesn't want to see Jo again. But Jo has other ideas.

Allison returns home that evening to prepare for their celebrations. She pours the wine, puts on some music and waits for her husband to return home. Six o'clock comes and goes - no Peter. By half six, she's getting impatient and almost angry. Then there is a knock at the door and she opens it to find two police standing there. Peter has been killed in an accident on the tube that afternoon. Allison is speechless. 

And it doesn't end there...her seemingly perfect life is about to fall apart.

THE WIDOW is one of those books that keeps you guessing and second guessing throughout. It makes you think you know what's going to happen but then it doesn't. There are some rather big twists that come literally out of nowhere and leave you thinking...what the...?

This is a very different psychological thriller and it certainly wasn't what I expected. Did I enjoy it? Yes, I did. Did it keep me guessing? Yes, it did. And just when you think you know what's going to happen BAM! something out of left field knocks everything out of the ball park and you're left scratching your head wondering where the hell that came from. I loved the interspersed chapters from child Allison's POV as well. It gives the reader some perspective into adult Allison. It's clear she has secrets...a big one especially, and while we can sort of guess what, we don't discover exactly the full picture or the ramifications of it until nearer the end.

I did guess a couple of the twists early on regarding Peter and who Jo was, but that was about all. It seems Allison or Jo weren't the only one hiding secrets...Peter was too. And I didn't see that coming either. Nor the biggest shock of them all. 

OK, so the story was a tad far fetched but it was entertaining enough to keep me turning the pages with all its twists and secrets being uncovered. And then, that ending!

I would like to thank #ValerieKeogh, #Netgalley, #BoldwoodBooks and #RachelsRandomResources for an ARC of #TheWidow in exchange for an honest review.



MEET THE AUTHOR:

Valerie Keogh is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and crime series, most recently published by Bloodhound. She originally comes from Dublin but now livesin Wiltshire and worked as a nurse for many years. Her first thriller for Boldwood will be published in August 2022.

Social Media links:


Thursday, 4 August 2022

REVIEW: The Lodger by Valerie Keogh




The Lodger by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller, Suspense
Read: 29th July 2022
Published: 1st August 2022

★★★★ 4 stars

DESCRIPTION:

She’s in your home…

Leigh Simons can’t say for sure what made her do it. A moment of madness, perhaps, but when the young, loud and gorgeous waitress at her favourite coffee shop reveals she is homeless, Leigh offers her the empty room in her house.

In your head…

Gina is the perfect lodger; Leigh, lonely and frustrated with her life, becomes infatuated with the woman – her boldness, her zeal. If only Leigh could be more like Gina…

And missing without trace.

So when Leigh returns from a work trip she’s shocked to find Gina missing. Where could the young woman have gone…and why?

Leigh fears that something terrible has happened - why else would Gina leave her?

But as she sets out to find her missing lodger, what Leigh discovers changes everything she knows about Gina….and her own life, too.


MY THOUGHTS:

"She is in your home… and in your head."

I've read a couple of books by Valerie Keogh in the past but THE LODGER explores something of the darker side of vulnerability. There is a dark and almost sinister edge to it though throughout I cannot put my finger on it. It's about the genuine kindness of one woman only to be seemingly exploited by another. It's about secrets and deception. It's about smoke and mirrors. And just when you thought you knew everything, in the words of the protagonist herself - "I (the reader) thought I knew everything but I'm now doing cartwheels simply to keep up with the twists and turns...truth seems to have become an optional extra."

On her way to work one morning, Leigh Simons stops at her usual coffee shop where her favourite barista is not her usual bubbly self. Leigh takes sympathy on Gina and in a burst of kindness she offers her spare room to her. But why would you invite a complete stranger to live in your home? Almost immediately she regrets her spontaneity as Gina awaits with her meagre belongings for Leigh's return home that evening. But maybe sharing with this vivacious and vibrant character will bring some much-needed colour to her life. Gina is like a breath of fresh air to Leigh's somewhat stale existence.
After all, things haven't been going all that great for her on either the personal or the professional front.

Firstly, boyfriend Matt lives and works in Salisbury. Leigh lives and works in London. Neither will compromise. Matt does come up to London most weekends to spend with her so there is that...isn't there? Secondly, her work as commodities trader is demanding and she doesn't need the leering attentions of any male colleagues. So when a creepy colleague peers, or rather ogles, a minute too long at her cleavage and Leigh calls him out on it, her reaction thus has her hauled into HR with a "please explain". So when she then has to leave for a week-long anger management course, she breaks the news to Gina the morning of her departure who is uncomfortable being left alone with Matt in her absence.

A week later, and after spending the following weekend with Matt is Salisbury, Leigh returns home to London to find Gina has disappeared and all her belongings gone. All that remains is a note simply saying "Sorry" and a fridge full of pre-cooked meals. If she'd simply left, why would she buy all that food and then leave it? It makes no sense. 

There are too many unanswered questions but Leigh may wish she never started her search for her...

Soon Leigh hears bumps in the night, creaks on the stairs, disappearing quiches, front doors left wide open...what is happening to her and why? Is someone trying to scare her into silence? Or is she going stark raving mad? And then there is the over friendly, if not slightly creepy, guy she met on the course who tricked reception into giving him her address. And what has any of this got to do with Gina's disappearance? And what has it to do with her?

THE LODGER is a slow burn psychological thriller in which the tension builds gradually. It was not as predictable as I had thought, although I had long foreseen one aspect that no one else (least of all Leigh) saw coming. Leigh was a sweet-natured woman who only wanted to do good deed and then felt she'd been taken advantage of. Gina was a colourful character that we didn't see quite enough of to get a real feel for. And Matt? Well, he gave me the creeps from the start. He was self-obsessed, selfish and cared nothing for anyone but himself.

Although it was slow to start, it did pick up eventually and made for an enjoyable read. It was certainly different and would make one think twice before offering your spare room to a stranger!

And then that ending. That certainly was the coup-de-grace. I'm not sure I could do it, but it was certainly a just outcome that was well executed.

Overall, an engaging read that I couldn't quite put down. Different but didn't disappoint.

I would like to thank #ValerieKeogh, #Netgalley, #BoldwoodBooks and #RachelsRandomResources for an ARC of #TheLodger in exchange for an honest review.



MEET THE AUTHOR:

Valerie Keogh is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and crime series, most recently published by Bloodhound. She originally comes from Dublin but now livesin Wiltshire and worked as a nurse for many years. Her first thriller for Boldwood will be published in August 2022.

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Monday, 25 February 2019

REVIEW: The Housewife by Valerie Keogh (ARC)


The Housewife by Valerie Keogh
Genre: Psychological thriller
Read: 24th February 2019
Purchase: Amazon
(release date: 27th February 2019)

★★★★ 4 stars

THE HOUSEWIFE is the first book by Valerie Keogh I have read, and I must say I was filled with anticipation as it sounded just like my kind of read! It certainly is an interesting story - a little different, a little familiar and a lot of thrills!

Diane and Paul had a whirlwind romance and married two months after they met. Soon after they welcomed little Emma into their world, becoming a wonderfully happy family. Now Emma is three, and Diane and Paul have been married 4 years. On the surface it seems Diane is a housewife, happy and content with her life...but things are not always as they seem. Something happened which caused Diane to have a breakdown, leaving her with gaps in her memory. She can remember her life before and her life now, just not the months in between. She is desperate to remember what happened but Paul refuses to enlighten her, saying the doctors told her it would be better if she remembered on her own. Spontaneous recovery, they called it.

Diane has only been out of the clinic for a few weeks when Paul announces that he has enrolled Emma in nursery, citing it would be good for her. Diane feels she doesn't have a say in the matter but tells herself maybe it would be good for Emma to mix with children her own age. And maybe it would be good for her too, as she is still recovering from her breakdown. Problem is, Diane has no friends in London having come from Bristol when she married Paul. So there are many times she feels completely alone.

However, it isn't long before Diane feels the need to fill her days now that Emma is away for several hours of each day. So she decides on some volunteer work and contacts a charity shop who are more than happy to take her on for three mornings a week. She is excited at this new venture so much that Paul notices the change in her.

Her first day in the shop begins great. She meets several of the other volunteers and strikes up a friendship with a woman around her age called Anne. But when Diane is left to man the shop alone, something happens to start the downward spiral of her recovery. A woman she's noticed browsing seems to recognise her, leaving the shop in huff and her purchase on the counter. Diane doesn't know what to do, begins to feel faint and blacks out, bringing the ancient cash register down on top of her. The others rush from the back office to find an embarrassed and humiliated Diane picking herself up, grabbing her bag and racing out the door. She decides then that she could never return.

At home, she discovers her side aching terribly from the cash register, but refuses to take herself to a doctor. He will only put her back on the anti-depressants she stopped taking because they made her feel tired and foggy.

Then Diane sees the woman again. This time across the road outside her house. And again at the supermarket. And every other day she appears across the road from Emma's nursery. She seems to be everywhere. But no one else appears to see her. Then one day she decides to follow her, leading her to a house some 20 minutes away. Doing some digging, Diane discovers the owner's name and decides to confront her. Only the occupant is a little old lady who soon calls the police on Diane. Surely this woman is not a figment of her imagination?

But the woman is not the only thing that is happening to her. Diane awakens in the night to the sound of a baby crying. But there is no baby. And Emma is fast asleep.

Convinced she is either going mad or Paul is setting her up. But why? A search of his locked office reveals documents on sectioning, statements of outgoing expenditures and the most revealing - a receipt for a pair of emerald and diamond earrings costing $3000! Diane is now convinced Paul is having an affair and is trying to make out she is going mad with hearing things and seeing things - in an attempt to gain full custody of Emma. But he will not win. She will not let him.

THE HOUSEWIFE is a compelling story focusing on the concept of "gaslighting" - a term that is used to describe efforts to manipulate someone's perception of reality and making them question their own memory, perception and sanity, and appear delusional. The term gaslighting originates from the played turned movie "Gaslight" in which the husband constantly dims the gaslights in his home and then persuades his wife that she is just imagining it, ultimately slowly manipulating her into believing she is going insane. 

While some aspects of "gaslighting" is apparent in this story, THE HOUSEWIFE is a little more than that. Diane spends half the time questioning her sanity and the other half believing it to be all Paul's doing. I must admit, I laid the blame at Paul's feet too. But don't be fooled - there is more to the story.

THE HOUSEWIFE is a little slow-moving in parts and Diane's constant "brushing her daughter's curls" with her hand got a little repetitive. But the story does have that air of distrust throughout that holds your attention and leaves you questioning just what is going on. When the gaps in Diane's memory resurface all is shockingly revealed. A compelling read that will have you hooked, despite the slow pace at times, with an ending that leaves you wanting more. 

I would like to thank #ValerieKeogh, #NetGalley and #Bookouture for an ARC of #TheHousewife in exchange for an honest review.