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Thursday, 24 February 2022

REVIEW: Return to Blackwater House by Vikki Patis



Return to Blackwater House by Vikki Patis
Genre: Psychological thriller, Suspense
Read: 24th February 2022
Published: 1st March 2022

★★★★ 4.5 stars

DESCRIPTION:

You can run from your past, but you can't escape it forever...

Rebecca Bray has moved on from a childhood she wants to forget. She has the dream fiancé, a loving stepdaughter and a career she's proud of.

But with a move back to her hometown of Cornwall, everything she wanted to bury starts to surface. And when her stepdaughter goes missing at a New Year's Eve party, Rebecca must finally face the ghosts of her past - or Ava might never come home safely...

A haunting, addictive read that will keep you up way past your bedtime, and wondering what those bumps in the night really are. Perfect for fans of Nuala Ellwood, Louise Douglas and Sophie Draper.


MY REVIEW:

You can run from your past, but you can't hide forever...

WOW! I have to say I am always partial to thrillers set in Cornwall. No, I've never been there as I live on the other side of the world, but there is just something atmospheric about Cornwall. Imagine sitting there looking out over the Atlantic or the Channel (depending on which coast you are), you're in a sprawling house that has a few ghosts of its own and the wind whipping off the ocean and around the eaves with the rain slapping against the windows. It is the essence of creepy without being creepy.

I'd no sooner begun reading RETURN TO BLACKWATER HOUSE than I felt the same sense of foreboding as when I read Sue Watson's "The Forever Home" (also set in Cornwall). In fact, I think I pictured both houses almost identically. Woman alone in house, wind whipping around the house as the rain slaps against the windows...and then we have a missing girl, lost into the night. It was that same sense I had reading both books. It was chilling. Of course, having said that, both books are entirely different...and yet Cornwall is such a character in its own right that it feels familiar in each story that is set there.

But RETURN TO BLACKWATER HOUSE is different. It is not your usual missing child thriller followed by a frantic search thus concluding with a neat resolution. What makes this story unique is its backstory. It's complex, it's disturbing and it's chilling. A twisted tale that is as addictive as it is atmospheric. And one woman's quest for revenge and absolution.

Growing up in Cornwall, Rebecca Bray had a horribly dismal childhood. Kicked out of home for falling pregnant with her at sixteen, her mother Gemma turned to a life of drugs and alcohol soon selling herself to pay for her addictions. Becks (as she was known then) was left to her own devices. The only place she felt safe was outside under the stars...until one night she found herself at Blackwater House. The woman who lived there, through childish folklore, was rumoured to be a witch but Becks soon discovered that Gwen was a kind and gentle woman who gave a desperate fifteen year old girl a home until she went to university at eighteen. Becks loved her life with Gwen but Gwen encouraged Becks to go out and live her life. So that is what she did.

Almost two decades later, Becks has shed her old life and becomes Rebecca - engaged to Daniel with a beautiful step-daughter Ava - when she receives the news that Gwen has died and left her Blackwater House. Rebecca never thought she would return to Cornwall but maybe this is the perfect opportunity for a fresh start. And maybe, just maybe, she can finally lay her ghosts to rest.

But on New Years Eve, a difficult time for Rebecca that stirs up lots of old memories, Ava disappears in the middle of the night at her own sleepover with friends. It's 2am when distraught and in tears, friend Poppy knocks on the door of the main house alerting Rebecca to Ava's disappearance. Fraught with anxiety, she calls Daniel who is in London at a client's party and summons the police.

Enter Kate, family liaison officer, who incidentally also knew Rebecca (as Becks) when they were younger. She brings the investigative side to the story through her narrative but she also relies on her "intuition", which her DS calls "gut instinct". But she has some difficulty correlating the old Becks with the woman Rebecca and wonders if there is something she is missing.

Rebecca, however, is a deeply broken character with many ghosts that she has not been able to shake in the past two decades. She thought she had left it all behind but returning to Blackwater House has brought all the old ghosts to the surface again which is only exacerbated by Ava's sudden disappearance.

What ensues is the alternating narratives of Rebecca and Kate, beginning to a couple of months before that fateful New Years Eve and following on in the wake of Ava's disappearance. As the story unfolds, the reader begins to see a very different tale emerging that Rebecca has worked hard to keep hidden.

A fast-paced read, RETURN TO BLACKWATER HOUSE is an atmospheric and chilling thriller that is nothing you would expect. It certainly has that menacing eerie sense of foreboding throughout and I think that is best put down to the setting because in all honesty, a Victorian terrace in London would not have the same impact as the dark and chilling presence of a house situated on a rugged cliff edge in Cornwall.

It's also important to note the different aspects dealt with here - addiction, neglect, abuse, rape, teen pregnancy - enmeshed with coeliac disease. However, I think the constant reference to "gluten free" was a tad over-used to the point the reader expects some nefarious character to swap out a gluten free product then sit back and watch things pan out. Once or twice maybe, but every time Rebecca went shopping or cooked a meal? It wasn't necessary as it wasn't an actual focal point of the story.

Aside from that, my only real gripe is with the ending. I get that there needed to be an ending that wrapped things up, but "Seven Years Later" could worked just as well as a simple Epilogue that rounded everything out without notching up several chapters that really didn't go anywhere. I thought the entire Part 3 fell a little flat. I would have preferred just a simple Epilogue taking place from Ava's perspective to give readers a satisfactory explanation and ending. The rest was waffle, in my opinion. It is for this reason I have to reluctantly deduct half a star, otherwise it would have been a perfect 5 star read!

Twisted in more ways than one, RETURN TO BLACKWATER HOUSE is an exciting and engaging read that is not quite what you expect. It is most certainly an atmospheric and chilling thriller filled with suspense and twists that keep on coming.

My second read by author Vikki Patis, I look forward to more of her superbly sinister thrillers. Haunting and chilling, RETURN TO BLACKWATER HOUSE is perfect for fans of dark psychological thrillers.

I would like to thank #VikkiPatis, #Netgalley, #HodderAndStoughton for an ARC of #ReturnToBlackwaterHouse in exchange for an honest review.


MEET THE AUTHOR:

Vikki Patis is the bestselling author of psychological thrillers In the Dark (2021), The Wake (2020), Girl, Lost (2020), The Girl Across the Street (2019), and The Diary (2018). Girl, Lost, a top 100 bestseller on Amazon, was later longlisted for the Not the Booker Prize 2020. Her next thriller, Return to Blackwater House, will be published in March 2022 by Hodder & Stoughton.

She is represented by Emily Glenister at DHH Literary Agency and also writes historical fiction as Victoria Hawthorne. Her first historical suspense novel, The House at Helygen, will be published in April 2022 by Quercus, with another to follow in 2023.

Vikki also runs The Bandwagon blog and the Psychological Suspense Authors’ Association, and has written for various publications. After being diagnosed with fibromyalgia in 2016 and coeliac disease in 2018, she tries to raise awareness of living with a chronic illness through her writing, and includes a diverse range of characters in her fiction. She lives in Scotland with her wife, two wild golden retrievers, and an even wilder cat.

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Saturday, 1 December 2018

REVIEW: The Diary by Vikki Patis (ARC)


The Diary by Vikki Patis (ARC)
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 30th November 2018
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★ 4 stars

A tale of secrets, lies and misconceptions, THE DIARY by Vikki Patis is an intriguing narrative about six teenage girls, six secrets and a 10 year mystery. It delves into the sisterhood of teenage friendship and how fickle and tenuous it can be, and how easily broken the ties between us and those we consider important. It's about different forms of abuse, bullying, judgement and revenge. it's about teenage suicide. It's about past mistakes, forgiveness and letting go - or lack there of. It's about Lauren...and Hannah...

Ten years ago, Lauren Winters left home, running from her past, her secrets and her memories of her best friend Hannah. She loved Hannah like a sister but their relationship, as close as it was, was fraught with secrets and lies that once she found out, Lauren couldn't forgive. But when Hannah commits suicide on her 18th birthday, Lauren's world spirals. Her last words to Hannah were hateful - and now she can't take them back or apologise. And they have resounded in her mind over and over for a decade. 

Now 10 years later, she is returning home for a memorial in Hannah's memory at her dad's request. She doesn't plan to stay long - just a few days.

But then she receives a strange text. Like it was Hannah speaking...from the grave. Someone knows what she did. Someone else knows her secret. Someone besides Hannah. But who? But it doesn't stop there. She receives another...and another. And when she meets up with the old crowd from school, she soon learns that they too have been receiving strange and threatening texts about their own secrets - secrets that only Hannah knew about.

One of the girls asks Lauren about Hannah's diary. What diary? Hannah didn't need a diary, Lauren thought; She had me. But this diary, if it exists, would contain all their secrets. What if someone had found it and was using it to taunt them?

But when Lauren finds a tatty old notebook hidden away beneath the only remaining piece of furniture in her room, she is shocked to discover that it is Hannah's diary. The very diary she didn't think existed...filled with all their secrets. Everyone's. Except Hannah's. And within these pages another secret emerges...the pure contempt and almost hatred of everyone she writes about. The picture of a very different Hannah. How could she say such things? About any of them? These were her friends. Hannah knew what happened to her and within these pages she throws it back in her face.

Then it is suggested that there is another copy of the diary. One of their outer group reveals that Hannah called him the night before she died, declaring that there was a diary in which she detailed everything about everyone. That she left it with someone she trusted more than anyone and threatened to go public with it and all their dirty little secrets. Is there another diary? And is this what their tormentor is using to taunt them with?

THE DIARY is a captivating story told entirely by Lauren both in the past and present, as slowly the secrets begin to unfold. In some parts, Lauren hints at some things that occurred without really going into detail which I found a little irritating at times. Did it happen or did it not? Did she say this or did she not? In some parts, the reader is left to "just work it out" themselves without anything really being revealed as such. 

Lauren was fairly likable, but I found her view of Hannah a little obsessional. I failed to see why she put her on such a high pedestal when it was clear Hannah was a bully and could be mean and cruel. Even Hannah's closest friends said so. Even when Lauren discovered Hannah was responsible something so incredibly humiliating happening to her, she still had her on this pedestal. Maybe it's just what happens when someone like this dies, rather than remembering them in their cruel and often true form you place a halo on them in their memory and hold them in a high regard - possibly out of your own regret. Either way, I grew to dislike Hannah immensely - maybe because I was victim to bullies like her at that age so I failed to have any sympathy for her. Teenagers can be cruel, and the tale told here just highlights that fact. 

However, five of them grew out of the terrible teenage years and look back on them with horror at some of the things they did. Hannah didn't have a chance to, she took her life before she could. And the question remained - WHY? Why did Hannah take her own life? The tormentor from their texts proclaimed to know why. But did they really? When Lauren makes another shocking discovery, she learns the truth of Hannah's death and she finds herself crying tears of regret and pain for her long lost friend.

THE DIARY is an emotional read in some parts - particularly for those who have ever experienced the things outlined in the story. You can feel their pain, their angst, almost to the point of reliving your own teenage years. Where Hannah's tortuous abuse was revealed I found myself empathising with her in a detached way, though I could still feel the sting of her words and her cruelty to those she called her friends. 

While I liked Lauren and her dad, I didn't like the other girls - they all seemed to be harbouring something sinister. And I didn't like Hannah - and she was dead! But the biggest niggle for me was the constant reference to Hannah being Lauren's sister. She wasn't. She may have loved Hannah like a sister, they may have grown up together, but they weren't sisters. And the constant reference - even by one of the former teachers - to them being sisters just irked me. Hannah lived in Lauren's house for just a year. Hardly enough to make them sisters. When I started the book I admit I was thoroughly confused with the sister reference, wondering how it factored in - which of Lauren's parents was Hannah's and all that. It was off-putting and irrelevant. Best friends is where it should have been left.

I've seen some people mention that the title is misleading and has nothing to do with a diary at all. This is not the case. While "the diary" appears to play a small part in the story, it is its entire existence and the secrets it contains that has a hold over every single one of the women - and its inference is very clear. THE DIARY knows ALL their secrets, just as Hannah did. Secrets that many are afraid will come out. THE DIARY is their incubus.

A compelling story though with a predictable outcome THE DIARY was still a good read. 

Thank you to #VikkiPatis, #NetGalley and #Bookouture for an ARC of #TheDiary in exchange for an honest review.