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Thursday, 28 December 2017

REVIEW: The Twisted Sword by Winston Graham


The Twisted Sword (The Poldark Saga #11) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 28th December 2017
Purchase: Amazon


★★★ 3 stars

** spoiler alert **
I have been thoroughly enjoying the Poldark series, though admittedly I enjoyed the earlier books up till the end of Book 7 the most. I think when Book 8 began and jumped some 11 years, it kind of felt as if we missed something and it lost it's momentum. That's not to say that the ride has still been enjoyable - it has. It just took some time to find that momentum again since everything had changed in 11 years between the end of Book 7 and the beginning of Book 8. And while there has always been an element of war on and off throughout the series, the last 4 have detailed a lot about the Napoleonic war and politics that far from interested me. I enjoyed life in Cornwall with the Poldarks, their friends and the miners, not war - the threat of war has always been there, but never filled half the book. It would be for these reasons that I have rated the last 4 books lower than the first 7.

Having said that, I DID enjoy this penultimate installment of the Poldark series. We had several births as well as deaths, some laughter as well as tears. The book opened with Ross and Demelza taking their children Bella and Harry with Mrs Kemp to Paris to live for 3 months. The idea was to have Jeremy and Cuby, and longtime friends Dwight and Caroline Enys with their children joining them at Easter. However, the stealth advancement of Napoleon into France once again to reclaim power, put paid to those plans. Dwight and Caroline were stopped after they crossed the channel and had to return to England, and Jeremy who was living in Brussels with Cuby and his regiment, was given orders to hold off Napoleon's further advancement into Belguim. And so begun the battle of Waterloo and there endeth the love story of Jeremy and Cuby - he who had loved Cuby since the first moment he set eyes on her when she hid him from the gaugers in Book 8, and pursued her to no avail until just 6 short months before, she agreed to marry him towards the end of Book 10. So much happened in this book. One death devastated readers, the other probably made them cheer - as it did me.

Back in England, Demelza stayed in London awaiting news of Ross who had been captured by Napoleon's officials and was interned as a spy for 3 months before he made his escape to rejoin his wife and family. But not before the battle of Waterloo and finding Jeremy just in time. By the time Ross had made it back to London, Demelza had returned to Cornwall and some devastating news from which it took her some time to recover from.

Meanwhile Valentine Warleggan has some questions, first for Dwight, and then for Ross - regarding his mother's death...and ultimately his parentage. We all know the contempt with which George has treated his only son in the early years when Elizabeth was alive. With those final words uttered by old Aunt Agatha ringing in his ears, George has never really shaken the feeling that Valentine wasn't actually his son. In this book George has once again broken his promise he made to Elizabeth on her death bed to never again question Valentine's parentage and to continue to love him, in disowning and disinheriting him from the Warleggan fortune when Valentine married the widowed Selina Pope in secret. George then pitted all his hopes upon his current wife's "confinement" of being with child in her bearing him a son to carry on the Warleggan name. How fate, as readers must have, laughed when the doctor informed him of the birth of twin daughters! And given Harriet's contempt for him of late I doubt she will be bearing him any more children. Valentine's wife Selina, however, is 6 months pregnant by the book's end - a chuckle I will have if it turns out to be the longed for boy by George to carry on the Warleggan name. After all, despite his parentage whatever it may be, Valentine is legally a Warleggan.

Then there is Clowance, the headstrong Poldark daughter, married to the awful Stephen Carrington who entered in Book 8 as "the stranger from the sea". I have never liked him, never trusted him and would have liked to have seen his demise long before he wedded Clowance. The fact that he had been married before and bore a son without telling her, leaves his entire past a mystery. One cannot trust anything he said of his life or his past as truth, since the man couldn't lie straight in bed. He had the same arrogance and sense of entitlement as George Warleggan, which drew him to the Warleggans and seeking a friendship and acceptance among them. Whilst Harriet enjoyed Clowance's friendship, Stephen was never completely accepted and George himself never trusted him. One thing I will say for George, he is smart and intelligent...even if arrogant. His hatred for the Poldarks, namely Ross and anyone connected to him, goes far deeper than anyone could ever imagine. So much so has his hatred filled him that he appears to have long forgotten the original slight and simply carried on the hatred and feud out of habit. Although he has mellowed in later years, his hatred for the Poldarks has not. However, that hatred aside, he had the ability to see through Stephen Carrington and set out to ruin him, after Stephen had taken out a loan with his bank. But Harriet stepped in and had him withdraw the note (and threat) of bankruptcy upon informing him of her being "with child". George, in his desperation for another son to inherit his name and his fortune, agreed. Stephen saw this as an acceptance on Harriet's part...and when he went to thank her for stepping in, her coldness rocked him to the core. It wasn't for him she'd put a stop to it, but for Clowance. Him, she didn't care for. In Stephen's arrogance, he raced her on horseback - a mistake as Harriet is a born horsewoman. But his broken back would not dissuade him as he recuperated, as Clowance nursed him in their cottage at Penryn until his dying breath. I was glad to see the back of him. But Clowance grieves for him and continued his shipping business, and would not return to Nampara for Christmas with Jeremy's wife Cuby there, heavily pregnant with child. The following day after Christmas, Cuby gave birth to a girl she named Noelle - a bittersweet time for Jeremy was not there to share in the joy. And Ross and Demelza? Beginning to feel their age with the birth of their first grandchild.

I love how this book "came home" at the end. Though it still incorporated the mines of Wheal Grace and Wheal Leisure and a few of the miners, and the return of Verity and Andrew given that Clowance now lives so close to them - her in Penryn and they in Flushing - we still feel the absence of Drake and Morwenna, whom we saw briefly last book, and Sam and Rosina. Geoffrey Charles is absent what with being int he army and living momentarily in Spain with his Spanish wife and their daughter. Drake and Morwenna are mentioned on occasion, as staying at Trenwith in Geoffrey Charles' absence but that is all. We all fell in love with Drake and Morwenna and wished to see more of them once they finally found each other after the nightmare that was Morwenna's first marriage to the hateful Rev Osbourne Whitworth. I would have liked to see more of them over the past few books, but alas we have not. However, as always, the book ended beautifully with the wise words of Demelza in conversation with the rugged Ross - the couple with whom we first fell in love with and will love until the series' last page.

Beginning the final installment "Bella Poldark" (who will be 16 in its beginning of 1818), I am hoping to find the saga come full circle....with no unanswered questions, because as Winston Graham died a year after this book's publication, I am hoping he had no intention of continuing the series....dying before they could be finished. I hope this 12th book will have a sufficient ending to end this saga we have all fallen in love with.

Friday, 22 December 2017

REVIEW: The Loving Cup by Winston Graham



The Loving Cup (The Poldark Saga #10) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 22nd December 2017
Purchase: Amazon


★★★★ 4 stars

Review to come....

Friday, 15 December 2017

REVIEW: The Miller's Dance by Winston Graham


The Miller's Dance (The Poldark Saga #9) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 15th December 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★ 3 stars

It seems I forgot to review this book...lol I shall have to read it again to review it.

Thursday, 7 December 2017

REVIEW: The Stranger from the Sea by Winston Graham


The Stranger from the Sea (The Poldark Saga #8) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 7th December 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★ 3 stars

This book was somewhat removed from the previous 7 in the Poldark series, in that it picks up 11 years later in 1810. Jeremy and Clowance have grown; Ross and Demelza have another daughter who we don't see a whole lot of; Drake and Morwenna who we see nothing of, as well as Verity and Andrew; Geoffrey Charles is fighting in Portugal or France or somewhere and we only see him in the first few chapters with Ross; Captain Henshawe has moved on...somewhere in Wales I think; Dwight and Caroline have two daughters (whom we also don't see much of); and several characters from previous novels have died since. We enter the mind and life of George Warleggan and his quest for a wife, we see a little of Valentine and nothing of little Ursula, who would now be about 11 years old.

The children of the previous novels have grown and begin their own stories. Jeremy and Ben Carter (Jinny Carter's - now Scobie - young son of Jim Carter who died in Launceston years before) discover a floating raft with two men on it - one dead, the other barely alive. Enter Stephen Carrington, who takes a shine to Clowance, whom Ben Carter is also enamoured with.

I was sadly disappointed, after all the drama preceeding their nuptials, to find a complete absence of Drake and Morwenna who were completely adorable. Apparently they now have a daughter whom we know of simply by passing mention. They apparently now live in Looe running Ross' boat building business - a business we knew nothing of in the previous books so it must have occurred somewhere between the end of the last and the beginning of this one. And Sam, who we saw nothing of either, has replaced Drake as the local blacksmith at Pally's Shop where Drake used to live and work. Sam also fell in love and married Drake's former betrothed, Rosina Hoblyn, after pining for Emma Tregirls. But we see none of this - as it merely "mentioned" by way of conversation or in a catch-up narrative. We don't even see the beloved rouge Jud Paynter - he is just mentioned in passing.

This book is far removed from the previous ones in where it moves on to primarily the Poldark children - Jeremy and Clowance, as well as the newcomer Stephen Carrington. Ross and Demelza even appear to be background. And we see none of the old miners, which is strange considering the talk and work of re-opening Wheal Leisure! Even Dwight doesn't appear, except maybe at the beginning when Ross was in London with parliament and talks of the war and all that political nonsense. If he appears at all, it was only then and never since. It is very different, and I enjoyed some of it, but not all of it. I think this book suffers in the fact there was so large a gap between books, that we didn't get to see everyone grow and move on etc. Just one day they are there, the next they are gone. I will begin the next one shortly and hope to see some of our old favourites again. I really missed them this time round and not sure I like or trust that Stephen Carrington. How does the saying go...?

"Save a stranger from the sea
And he'll become your enemy..."

Sunday, 26 November 2017

REVIEW: The Angry Tide by Winston Graham


The Angry Tide (The Poldark Saga #7) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 26th November 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

'One cannot – must not – fear a certainty. All we know is this moment, and this moment we are alive! We are. The past is over, gone. What is to come doesn’t exist yet. That’s tomorrow! It’s only now that can ever be, at any one moment. And at this moment, now, we are alive – and together. We can’t ask more. There isn’t any more to ask.’ - Demelza Poldark 

 These lines spoken by Demelza at the close of the book spoke to me with a bare reality of today - now. Just as it was then, it is the same throughout time. It hasn't changed. Though life was somewhat different then as it is today, these words don't. They are timeless. I guess life for the poorer classes in those days was lived more from day to day, and as Demelza was born in a poorer class she learnt the value of the the simplicities of life and what not to take for granted as the aristocratic classes so often appeared to do.

This installment, as always, does not disappoint. Whenever I am reading a Poldark novel, I find myself transported in time to 18th century Cornwall and living, breathing, feeling as they did. This book covers a multitude of tales interwoven with each other. We've seen Ross and Demelza face some storms both in their lives and marriage, and watch them work through it and grow closer together; the continuing feud with George Warleggan which never seems to lessen no matter what olive branch Ross tries to extend; the suspicion of Valentine's parentage, a seed planted in George's mind from words uttered to him upon Aunt Agatha's dying lips; Geoffrey Charles grown from a boy to a young man; the interference into Morwenna and Drake's love by George and Elizabeth, sending her off to a loveless and abusive marriage to the horrible self important vicar Osbourne Whitworth (did he not take heed of the seven deadly sins, most of which he partook in, particularly lust, pride and gluttony); and ultimately demise of two key characters in this book - one of which I knew had to come and one I knew was to come because of a family tree included in a previous book printed year the birth and death for the said character (so I was expecting it to come).

No, this book did not disappoint. It was heartbreaking in parts, but not quite to the extent of the previous one. It has both a heartbreaking as well as a happy ending. A bittersweet ending, you could say. But one that is timely, I feel. As always I am more than ever in love with Ross and Demelza, and the gorgeous Cornwall. This books ends just weeks before the end of the century 1799 with the next one I note picking up some 10 years later.

I read this book in just 3 days, rivalling the 3rd book "Jeremy Poldark" which I believe I read in 2. I shall begin the 8th installment tonight...and I can't wait!

Tuesday, 21 November 2017

REVIEW: The Four Swans by Winston Graham


The Four Swans (The Poldark Saga #6) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 21st November 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

This is the sixth book in the Poldark series and named The Four Swans for the four women - Demelza, Caroline, Morwenna and Elizabeth - focused on respectively throughout. Often featured in this story are four beautiful white swans fed by Morwenna, dismissed by the hateful Osbourne and reflected on by Ross as he ponders the four swans in his life.

The story also expands on the lives of Demelza's brothers, Sam and Drake, and their loves and losses. Though it begins with George's suspicions about Valentine and of Elizabeth's virtue. And in his warped mind that, and every other doomed circumstance that came his way, was in his view orchestrated solely by Ross purely to thwart him. Oh the arrogance of that man! He and Elizabeth are well suited. I really don't like her. Declaring her love for Ross at a dinner party whilst still married to Francis some years before, all because Francis did not live up to her expectations and she, as Ross simply puts it, was merely "the tragedy of a woman who could not make up her mind".

This book is heartfelt and tragic in many ways...and for each of the swans. Only Elizabeth seemed to remain somewhat unscathed but her tragedy is the hardening of her heart. I felt sad for Caroline, who is normally larger than life and rather forward, finding life somewhat different to how she imagined. I felt a heartfelt sorrow for Demelza and yet at the same time disappointed (how could you, Demelza?). But the one I felt the most heartache for was Morwenna. Trapped in a loveless marriage to a most horrid self important man while her heart continues to yearn for another. Hers is the biggest tragedy in this story - and the saddest. And Ross? It took him all this time to realise he no longer loves Elizabeth but did he lose Demelza in the process?

A beautiful yet sad sad "chapter" in the Poldark series. And yet I cannot wait to begin the next one...

Friday, 17 November 2017

REVIEW: The Black Moon by Winston Graham



The Black Moon (The Poldark Saga #5) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 17th November 2017
Purchase: Amazon


★★★★★ 5 stars

Brilliant as always. I am so totally in love with the Poldarks that as soon as I finish one I'm straight onto the next.

This book, written 20 years after the last one "Warleggan", did not miss a beat and merely picked up where "Warleggan" left off. We are introduced to some new characters by way of Elizabeth's cousin Morwenna and Demelza's brothers Sam and Drake - the latter finding love on the Trenwith estate in the form of young Geoffrey Charles' governess Morwenna. We also see more of Geoffrey Charles who is now 11 and coming into a personality all if his own. Another new face is one that popped up previously for a moment so brief he wasn't worth remembering. He is now for the sordid brute that he is. The ghastly Reverend Osborne Whitworth, to whom George insists Morwenna must marry. He is hateful. He is vile. He should have something equally horrid happen to him tenfold for the brutish life he has bestowed on one so lovely as Morwenna.

But the saddest of all is the final act of cruelty George bestows upon dear Aunt Agatha, who has always seen right through him. But in the wake of his cruelty Agatha has the last laugh on him...leaving him reeling.

There is good however...the birth of another daughter for the Poldarks as well as a son for Elizabeth and George. And the return of a much loved and well missed character....

Friday, 3 November 2017

REVIEW: Warleggan by Winston Graham


Warleggan (The Poldark Saga #4) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 3rd November 20217
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

The 4th installment of the Poldark series would have to be one of the most heartbreaking. Not only dealing with the troubles of the time with the mine collapse, early death, sickness and poverty, but the turmoil of emotions and heartbreak of death, circumstance and betrayal. Although I knew what was to come having seen the series, it was still incredibly sad in parts.

This book also sees more of George Warleggan, whom we all love to hate. And while he has remained in the background for the most part, one can still feel his touch reach all the way to Nampara. Though I must admit, I find him even more hateful on screen probably due to the pompous nature that shines through his character portrayed. The actor portraying Warleggan does a wonderful job of making him hateful because I find him so much more than the books. lol

The ending of this book leaves a sort of promise of better times ahead...and again, while I have seen up to the end of the last series and know what is to come in the next 2 books, I can't wait to begin the next as I still find myself wanting to devour more and more of the Poldarks and their simple life at Nampara.

Sunday, 22 October 2017

REVIEW: Jeremy Poldark by Winston Graham


Jeremy Poldark (The Poldark Saga #3) By Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 22nd October 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

I actually finished this about 10 days ago but forgot to markit as read and leave a review. lol Thoroughly enjoyed the next installment of the Poldark series. I continually find myself transported back to 18th century Cornwall with its beauty yet treacherous rugged coastline. So in love with Ross and Demelza though I'm somewhat indifferent to Elizabeth which only grows the more I read of her. Can't wait for more...

Saturday, 21 October 2017

REVIEW: Demelza by Winston Graham


Demelza (The Poldark Saga #2) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 21st October 2017
Purchase: Amazon


★★★★★ 5 stars

“When something happens,” she said, “like what has just happened to us, it makes all our quarrels seem small and mean, as if we were quarreling when we hadn’t the right. Didn’t we ought to find all the friendship we can?”

“If friendship is to be found!”

“Yes. But didn’t we ought to seek it? Can’t all our quarrels be buried and forgotten, and we can live in friendship and not hatred while there’s time.”

Ross was silent. “I believe yours is the only wisdom, Demelza.”


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"Demelza" builds beautifully on the first book, "Ross Poldark". In this second book we see Demelza grow from the girl she was into the woman she's become as Ross' wife.

Ross is a rugged, tormented man searching for peace in life and land in his home in Cornwall, yet beautiful Demelza is a free spirit who often leads from the heart.

Whilst it appeared he married her more out of duty than of love, Demelza leading with her heart, becomes the stronghold of his life and a beacon to his unruly moods. Despite her humble and rough beginnings, she sees the world differently. As we watch her grow, we see a nervous Demelza meet Verity, Francis and her husband's beloved Elizabeth (who married his cousin Francis). We see her become a mother, attend her first ball in society and again leading with her heart, plot to bring her dear friend Verity the happiness for which she longs. We meet her father and 5 brothers and see the strength she has to stand up to them, whilst being the "Mistress Poldark" to the tenants and villagers and their tragedies. The Demelza we met in the first book, the Demelza Ross rescued from a fair with her beloved Garrick, grows into a more lovely Demelza with this installment.

"Demelza" begins with hope, trails into tragedies and ends in a promise of hope. I can't wait to begin the next...."Jeremy Poldark".

Monday, 16 October 2017

REVIEW: Ross Poldark by Winston Graham


Ross Poldark (The Poldark Saga #1) by Winston Graham
Genre: Historical Fiction
Read: 16th October 2017
Purchase: Amazon


★★★★★ 5 stars

For the first time, I think, I have watched a TV adaption of a novel, or novels, before reading them. I generally don't like to do that fearing too many comparisons would be made. I needn't have feared. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and look forward to delving into the next one, Demelza.

My only complaint would be the excessive use of the lower working class tongue. While I could get the general gist of what was said, the constant misspelling into the old Cornish worker's dialect made for difficult reading at times. But I got used to it and it didn't stop me from enjoying this wonderful book.

I shan't delve into the story, as the description gives one a taster and the rest is best left to the reader. And tomorrow I shall begin my journey back to Nampara with Demelza.

Tuesday, 26 September 2017

REVIEW: Snatched by Stephen Edger


Snatched by Stephen Edger
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 26th September 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★ 4 stars

Edge of your seat thriller!

I really enjoyed this book, despite my suspicions as to the perpetrator and having guessed who was responsible very early on in the story. Like about 10% in...lol But that didn't deter me and I still enjoyed it for the thrill ride that it was. I dont want to spoil it for others so I will just say while the topic is of a sad and tragic reality in many cases, the thrill is in the chase. So enjoy the ride.

Saturday, 23 September 2017

REVIEW: No Kiss Goodbye by Janelle Harris


No Kiss Goodbye by Janelle Harris
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 23rd September 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

Wow!

What else can I say? I know most people have begun their reviews in much the same way...and upon reading it myself I can see why not a lot was said about the book and what happened. And while things may not make a lot of sense and may seem somewhat confusing, it all begins to make sense nearer then end. I know I found myself somewhat confused many times throughout. One thing I figured out early on in the book was about Laura's best friend Ava. I won't spoil it by saying what, but just that I figured, well suspected more accurately, that piece of the jigsaw correctly early in the piece.

It is a heartbreaking story. A confusing journey filled with illusions and half truths wrapped up in heartbreak. I was in tears throughout the entire epilogue, as Laura's journey came full circle. 

A brilliant debut. It's like nothing like you would expect.

Wednesday, 13 September 2017

REVIEW: Kissing Games by Mark Edwards


Kissing Games by Mark Edwards
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 13th September 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★ 4 stars

Wow! That was just a little bit creepy! Read it on the train this morning which was perfect for my hour long journey. 

I won't say too much as it is a short story one can read in an hour themselves, but the premise sounded intriguing. However I have to say I do prefer his novels though this was a spine-tingling read none-the-less with a bit of a shock ending. You do kind of want to read of the fallout and aftermath but then I guess that takes away from the shock factor.

A nice chilling quick read.

Sunday, 10 September 2017

REVIEW: Into the Water by Paula Hawkins


Into the Water by Paula Hawkins
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 10th September 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

I was actually recommended NOT to bother with this book...but I'm glad I did! Admittedly, it was slow going at first, mainly because there were so many different perspectives that it was hard to -remember who was who and where they fitted in to the story. But after about 10-15%, I got into the swing of things, despite a few more perspectives being added to the story I was still able to follow it as each chapter was cleverly woven into the next - including the excerpts from Nel's book about the Drowning Pool - they just came together to weave this thrilling, chilling and eerie tale dating back to the 1600s to the present (2015). I wasn't sure I would like it but I did. I loved it!

The story begins with a partial excerpt from Nel's book from Libby's perspective, though no date is attached at this point which probably adds to the confusion so I will say Libby is from the 1600s. It then flows into Jules who, I would say if the book were to be written in the one first person perspective, would be the main character. Like a patchwork quilt, each chapter is like a new patch which on its own can seem confusing and senseless, but once the pieces start weaving together you begin to see the final product. It really is quite clever. While there is no death within the present "live" narrative, as it tells of the aftermath of each of the deaths tying them together with those of the "suspected" witches in the early 17th and 20th centuries - all within the drowning pool and the secrets that it, and the village of Beckford, keeps. It is cleverly told and even when the "truth" comes out, you may or may not be prepared for the final reveal within the last lines. For me, while I was half expecting it and half not, it still managed to pack that thrilling punch which leaves you with that "WOW!" feeling.

Thursday, 7 September 2017

REVIEW: The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins


The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 7th September 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

You truly feel a little like a voyeur reading this book. As if you're the girl on the train, peeking into others' lives and deriving a fantasy from it. It's a sad tale in a way about a series of events told through the eyes of three women - Rachel (the girl on the train), Megan and Anna. And throughout the entire tale I shifted between liking and loathing along with sympathy and irritation for both Rachel and Megan. Anna, I just didn't like at all. Their respective husbands I had little faith in. Scott is jealous and paranoid, with a tendency toward violence. Tom, I just didn't trust at all. I mean, he cheated on Rachel with Anna - what's to say he wouldn't do it again? Then there was the therapist, Kamal Abdir, who crossed professional and ethical boundaries when he succumbed to Megan's need for sex.

As Megan's story is told in historic snippets from her perspective, while Rachel's and Anna's are in the here and now, and learn of her sad past you begin feel a sympathy for her. Why she is afraid to sleep at night, and why she can't. Her promiscuity. Her rebellion. Her losses. Her sadness. Her shame. And Rachel...you spend half the book wanting to slap her! But you also feel her pain, her confusion, her guilt, her shame.

The book really gets you in. I mean REALLY. I started it just before midnight Sunday night and finished it at 4am Tuesday morning. Read in two sittings. I did not want to put it down. I wanted to see if I was right. If my suspicions on Rachel's behalf were right. And was I?

Just as train stopped at that same signal every morning, I saw it coming. But will you? Read it and find out!

Saturday, 2 September 2017

REVIEW: 99 Red Balloons by Elisabeth Carpenter


99 Red Balloons by Elisabeth Carpenter
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 2 September 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

** spoiler alert **
I recently read a negative review about this book and upon reading it myself in just two days, I wondered if they had been reading the same book! Their biggest issue was the various perspectives each chapter was told from, finding it disjointed and the characters without substance. But I have to disagree. I have recently come to love and appreciate books written with various perspectives dedicated to every other chapter. It tells the various stories within the story of each character. And you find yourself enthralled within each story that ultimately leads to the bigger picture/story.

This book begins with a little girl outside a sweet shop talking to a man, and despite the dangers she has been warned about, even stating such to the man, she goes with him. The ensuing chapters are then narrated respectively from Stephanie's and Maggie's perspective. The untitled chapters are then from the little girl and the mystery man...blending past into present. And therein those untitled chapters lies a twist within itself....when you find out they are not two perspectives, but four! This maybe where the negative reviewer got herself lost...it's easy to if you don't notice the little differences and see the twist. As the book does tell of the disappearance of two girls decades apart, you find within those chapters you are hearing from both girls respectively. Yes, it may seem confusing, but believe me it all falls into place with a twist that leaves you on the edge of your seat! 

I loved this book! The fact it is a debut for this autbor did not deter me, as the description was enough to get me interested. I can't wait for more thrilling tales from Elisabeth Carpenter.

Wednesday, 30 August 2017

REVIEW: Last Witness by Carys Jones


Last Witness (Wrong Number #2) by Carys Jones
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 30th August 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★ 3 stars

This book is the sequel to the previous one called "Wrong Number" which needs to be read first in order for this one to make any sense. 

A good read although predictable as we knew where it was all heading anyway. Not edge of your seat like some I have read but a nice end to the story which began in "Wrong Number".

Saturday, 26 August 2017

REVIEW: Wrong Number by Carys Jones


Wrong Number (Wrong Number #1) by Carys Jones
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 26th August 2017
Purchase: Amazon


★★★ 3 stars

Not bad. I did enjoy it but I didn't like Will. While Amanda saw him as protective I thought he seemed too possessive. His whole disappearance had an air of secretiveness. But in any case Amanda was blind to his faults, as he was her knight in shining armour. But when you put someone on a pedestal the reality of their fallibility doesn't seem real. I liked Shane. He was the grounded persona in this tale.
There is a sequel to this book which I wondering whether to jump right in and read now or devour something else in between...

Friday, 18 August 2017

REVIEW: Girl on a Train by A.J. Waines


Girl on a Train by A.J. Waines
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 18th August 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★ 4 stars

Unlike others, I didn't mistake it for "The Girl on the Train" recently made into a movie with Emily Blunt. I knew they were two different books and I've read them both. And enjoyed them both. Although they are both completely different.

I enjoyed the journey this book took me on. The little clues, puzzles and "code like" messages. I felt incredibly sorry for Elly with such an uncaring family that just cast her aside as an attention seeker. I found myself searching for her clues she left behind at a similar pace as Anna. I loved Stefan, Flora and Jamilla. I could see how Caroline might be hard work..lol. I didn't see the twist which hit Anna close to home until she found the photo...and then I began to wonder myself. I pieced that together just before she did.

In all, it was a great read, though incredibly sad in many ways for different people. I loved it.

Saturday, 12 August 2017

REVIEW: Friend Request by Laura Marshall


Friend Request by Laura Marshall
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 12th August 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★ 4 stars

Where do I start? This book sounded intriguing from the moment I read it's description. The thought of receiving a friend requesf on Facebook from someone you knew who had died 25 years before made for chilling reading. The subsequent messages from the said friend that leaves you looking over your shoulder and with a feeling of being watched would kind of make you a little paranoid. Yes? This is what happens to Louise Williams, the narrator of the story, who along with her circle of friends bullied this young girl in their year as teenagers. 25 years later, Louise is a different person and lives with the knowledge of her part in the girl, Maria's, demise. She feels responsible; that she was to blame. But nothing prepares her for the truth when it comes out.

Did Maria really die 25 years ago? Or did she survive and has now returned to make them all pay for what they did to her?

The tables are turned when a body is found not far from where Maria was last seen...and the race is on to find the killer and the truth about that night 25 years ago before Louise becomes the next victim. 

Edge of your seat thriller. Brilliant debut.

Friday, 11 August 2017

REVIEW: S is for Stranger by Louise Stone


S is for Stranger by Louise Stone
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 11th August 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★★ 5 stars

If you love psychological thrillers, then this book is bound to keep your attention from start to finish.

It is every mother's worst nightmare.

The story begins with mother Sophie on a Saturday visit with her daughter Amy, since her divorce from Paul, Amy's father. They play a game of "I spy", which Amy claims her mother is no good at but plays along anyway, giggling at her mother's answers. When it is Amy's turn she chooses "something beginning with S"..."S is for stranger, mummy. That woman has been watching us." Sophie looks and sees a familiar figure watching her and Amy, leaving her with a sense of unease. 

A month passes and it is Sophie's birthday and she is meeting Paul and Amy at the fairground. When Sophie takes Amy to get some candy floss (fairy floss here in Australia and cotton candy in the US), her mobile rings. She turns to answer it and hears a familiar voice say "Happy birthday...your turn!" When Sophie looks up, Amy has gone! 

And so begins the thrill ride which seriously messes with your mind. You don't know who to trust or what to believe, as Sophie delves into the past and the night her best friend was murdered 20 years ago on her birthday. No one else believes Sophie that Bethany was murdered. Her body was never found and it was assumed and then recorded as a suicide. But Sophie is certain. She has never trusted psychiatrists as none of them ever believed her, calling her delusional, but now she finds herself trusting a clinical psychiatrist, employed by the police, who tries helping her remember what happened 20 years ago...as she believes Amy's disappearance is linked to what happened the night Bethany died. I must admit I was more interested in finding out what happened to Bethany than the present day story arc. 

It's a psychological thrill ride as you try to work out what is true and what isn't. But as you go, every piece is a clue that helps you, and Sophie, unlock the truth. You just have to look for them. I began to question the truth partway through but it wasn't until the climax began that I saw the truth of it all. 

My only fault with this book, which was exceptionally written and certainly doesn't read like a debut, is the ending. While I think I know, I'm not entirely sure as there were no real details to give unequivocal closure. That is, closure that left no room for doubt. There are a few questions at the end which I felt were left unanswered...and could have been, without taking away from the impact of such an ending. I don't want to give anything away, but you have to read it to see what I mean...and see if you come to the same conclusions as I did.

However, the absence of clear closure and answered questions wasn't enough to subtract a star from my rating. It was still, by far, a 5 star thrill ride!

Monday, 7 August 2017

REVIEW: The Couple Next Door by Shari Lapena


The Couple Next Door by Shari Lapena
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Read: 7th August 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★ 4 stars

While the review on the cover stated that it was "a fast paced thriller", I can only agree on that score from about a third of the way in. Honestly, I struggled with this book at first as for the most part, for the first third of it anyway, nothing is set outside of Anne and Marco's house...with the exception of the opening dinner party next door, and didn't seem to be going anywhere. I didn't even like most of the characters, except Marco. I kind of felt sorry for him. And Detective Rasbach. He was a smart shrewd detective and nothing got by him. Everyone else was either pathetic or irritating. 

The book did begin to pick up about halfway through, though I still struggled to find anything likeable about the other characters. I couldn't stand Anne's step father and her mother gave the appearance of stoic strength but about as much warmth as a dead rat. Anne was basically pathetic, and though as her own story began to unfold, I did begin to feel sorry for her but then found myself wondering was it all an act?

In all, the story was pretty predictable with the events unfolding that none of it was a surprise to me. In fact I had guessed the identity of "whodunnit" and even why. It just became irritating when confronted with the truth more lies were thrown in because it was more than obvious it was really the truth and there was no point in denying it.

But despite this, I did enjoy the second half...if only to see the truly guilty get their comeuppance. Only the last chapter was a surprise. But the final lines left me wondering...was it just an act?

Enjoy the read and judge for yourself.

Tuesday, 1 August 2017

REVIEW: Follow You Home by Mark Edwards


Follow You Home by Mark Edwards
Genre: Mystery, Psychological Thriller
Read: 1st August 2017
Purchase: Amazon


★★★★★ 5 stars

The fact I read this book within 24 hours probably gives it away how much I enjoyed it. I love psychological thrillers that make you and the narrator of the story think they're going slightly crazy...but you just know it will end with a perfectly logical explanation. And this one did not disappoint. It's only the second book by Mark Edwards I've read - the first being "The Magpies" and that was suitably psychological too.

For the most half of the book you are left wondering what really happened in the forest? In that creepy house that looked as if it was inhabited by the local witch? And throughout the story we are dropped little tidbits here and there as Dan begins to tell the story to, first, his therapist and then his best friend Jake. But never quite the whole story. Until finally he does. It's shocking yes, but not quite as shocking as how Laura sees it. And therein lies the real story...the real terror.

As the reader you find yourself trying to piece it all together, and wondering how it does all fit together. Honestly, I couldn't put it down till I found out. I loved how the story switches between the present and the past as more and more is revealed each time. And how each perspective changes - from Dan in the first person to each of the other players told in the third. It gave you a peak into each of their perspectives. But it was through Dan's eyes we saw the tale unfold. And then the twist at the end!! I must admit, I only saw that coming as the Epilogue unfolded...and it all made sense. But what a twist. Very Hitchcockian.

Brilliantly told. A definite must read. However, for me, there is no way Dan and Laura could ever be truly happy again. Not because of what happened, but because of what it did. Without giving away any spoilers that's all I'll say. Once you've read it, you'll know.

Sunday, 30 July 2017

REVIEW: Rattle by Fiona Cummins


Rattle (DS Fitzroy #1) by Fiona Cummins
Genre: Mystery, Psychological Thriller, Crime Fiction
Read: 30th July 2017
Purchase: Amazon

★★★★ 4 stars

OMG...I hate books that end without closure!! 

I'm thinking 4 and a half stars...maybe...because it had potential to be better. Don't get me wrong, it was good...but it could have been better. The constant leading up to Jakey's abduction seemed to take forever! It was almost like there was no real purpose to his visiting the school gates and giving him the letter for his teacher when nothing really happened there. In the end it was halfway through the book before he was abducted and I actually felt like rejoicing "At long last! What the bloody hell took you so long?" And the constant bickering between his parents. Actually, both mothers of Clara Foyle and of Jakey were much more concerned about themselves than anything else. Then when their children were abducted they were all pining for them. And both of them didn't seem to give a toss about their husbands.

And then, what happens? An anti climax, Clara's still missing, he gets away and then the threat of him returning. Jakey sees him outside the window. And life goes on. That's it? That's what this page turner results in? Like I said at the beginning...I hate books that end without closure.